In patience

[A Poem by Freddy Dirga]

Sitting here I’m bleeding
Lighting my cigarette in suffering pain
Still, in this bench I’m hoping
Breathing deeply in this chilling rain

I couldn’t find my shadow
I’m looking for the light
At least to murder this sorrow
Before I come to the night

The light disappeared behind the cloud
Keep still, I’m freezing with my patience
In this rain I’m crying loud
My heart’s turning steel, to avoid being deviance

When the light shows up late
Then give me more cigarettes